Aw, thanks to each and every one of you for the warm welcome. No, Velvetann, it's not my birthday; and yes, Jeff, I am a different one - a living one. haha. I never had heard of her. I look forward to getting to know you better and being more comfortable with posting. It is a terrible burden to not have anyone to talk to - can't talk to JW's and people outside could never understand if it's not physical abuse.
I know some of you know what I'm talking about. I'm glad I found this site and really, it does mean so much that you took the time to make me feel welcome.