Ok, Lonelythinker, I want to help. I am glad you are smart enough to as some of us questions, and WELCOME! but I hope you will not be here long....you should not have to, only giving up 4 years of your life to someone who may be gay. Even us JW guys can not hold out THAT long!
As far as why to let go, start with the most basic fact. WE JW's really do have our OWN Bible. That's right, you will not be able to find another bible that uses the name Jehovah in the New Testament, or Greek Scriptures. Why? Because as our green Insight book admits under the heading Jehovah, there is not a single ancient Christian Greek manuscript IN THE WORLD that has the name in it. So why do we? Because we want it there very very badly. That's right, we dragged the Jewish God Jehovah kicking and screaming right into Christianity....because we wanted him there.
Of course get ready for what they and our Appendix 1-d in our Reference Bible will say, that we have quoted the name Jehovah when it is quoted from the Old Testament, or Hebrew Scriptures. That sound logical, when the apostles or Jesus were reading the OT they and came across the name Jehovah, they may have read it, of we say they WOULD have read it. That is not true, because Jewish superstition was so great, they may have been in trouble if they did say it. It really does not matter, because the real kicker is that Appendix 1-d is not telling the truth. There are DOZENS of places in our Bible where the name Jehovah is not quoted in the OT, and yet, whaddaya know there it is. The easiest thing to do is just as, why every single time the name Jehovah is used in Revelation, it has not been quoted from the OT or Hebrew scriptures. Since we are studying the Rev. Climax book, (you will get back to someone helping you with those soon enough!), this is the perfect question to ask......Then you can just say, "WTF? You CHANGED the Bible just so you could read the name Jehovah 237 more times?????? Thanks for telling me when I started studying you AHOLE!"..
I had tons of courts for too many years, but when I figured this out, and confirmed it by writing Brooklyn, I knew deep down that if these guys were willing to print a fake bible, then there was no limit to what they could do...................................good luck, get laid.....oompa
ps..if you need any more info on our fraudulent Bible, just pm me....I have a ton and by the way, it took me over forty years to take a stand, I was born in....the fourth generation....we are a lot like mormans that way