Congratulations wtk,
You appear to have almost made a point all on your own, keep up the good work.
If you go back and read my first point you might pick up on the fact that I personally do not blame your or anyone else's god for suffering, how could I? I'm an atheist, for me this is a hypothetical question, for the purposes of this post I am assuming that your beliefs are correct and that there is a christian god.
What I am trying to get you to question is why 'your' god allows suffering, you believe in him, you tell me. Why does your god allow innocent children to die in earthquakes or of sudden cot death? (or the million other causes of death that you can think of)