The Why of 5go

by 5go 30 Replies latest members private

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  5go

  Thank you for your posts.

  Another sad story in my life a childhood friend who left the JWs in my late teens committed suicide this year. I didn't add it to my original post it's been a bit now I think it is safe now to add. His mom is so torn up because right until his death he blamed the JWs for all his problems.

  No it was more like 30% the drugs and booze were they rest.

  I miss him though he was very distant at the end. It sucks being an adult in this world the way it is now. Especially if you don't fit in.
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  5go

  Is the f*cker that did that to you still alive?

  He was around 10 at the time.

  I don't know he moved off, and I lost track of him.

  I have forgiven him enough said.
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  5go

  I have to say though he didn't do the damage in regards to that incident. I repressed it well when I did remember it I was not did not hurt by it in particular. What hurt was the belief that not confessing that to sky daddy's earthly representatives, so they can then shun punish me that did the damage to me.
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  BurnTheShips

  Wow 5go.
  
  You've been through enough trouble to last several lifetimes. Thank you for sharing your story with me. That you are here with us at all is awesome!
  
  Burn
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  5go

  Wow 5go.
  
  You've been through enough trouble to last several lifetimes. Thank you for sharing your story with me. That you are here with us at all is awesome!
  
  Burn

  Yeah every time some asked me why I act so crazy I want to tell them all of this, plus the lack of affordable mental health care for the poor working class.

  Though, I end up just saying long story, who cares, and I am in a cult. Another thing that makes me want to relate my life's story, is when people call me pessimistic. Though I have been in the "why bother" mood a lot in life, I have not been actively suicidal. Though I have not been taking care of my health like I should. Nor, have I bothered with any form of self mutilation either. I have no piercings, or tattoos, and no desire to get them either despite the fads. I do have self inflicted wounds but they are do to accidents involving my trades, and hobbies.
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  quietlyleaving

  ((((5go)))))

  thanks for sharing your story. I''m glad you are not suicidal.
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  Leolaia

  Thanks for sharing your story too!

  I wonder if "antisocial" is the word you are thinking of instead of "sociopath".
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  5go

  Anyway my life is getting so good now I thinking about committing my self to an institution.

  OK I lied life ain't going so great.

  Though now I have a job though I am still seriously under employed.

  See y'all next post.
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  5go

  I wonder if "antisocial" is the word you are thinking of instead of "sociopath".

  The more I reflect the more I agree with that.
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  PEC

  Thanks for sharing, you are among friends.

  Philip