Last night I got disfellowshiped. Isn't that wonderful? It seems that the original meeting I was supposed to have regarded my dismissal from the organization. The funny thing is I had a letter of disassociation drawn up already. Oddly enough, there are a few friends who supported me on this and spoke with me after the meeting about how tired they too are of everything and how they want to leave but can't find a plausible way. I really feel bad for them right now. Obviously they can tell me now, since I will be shunned and ignored anyway in the future.
Thought that was cool. I didn't have any sour emotions either. When the two brothers announced it to me after the meeting, I just smiled and said goodbye. Simple.