Struggling to prove myself as i had a cousin who i was very close to get DF and to prove that i wasn't like her i did the next best thing i was batized in 91(17 years old), i thought every thing would be different but nothing change in fact it got worse.
Seeing what they were doing to my dad and uncles and how the cong treated everyone and it all had there own special groups i just couldn't believe that this place was supposed to be full of love but there was none.
So many of the young ones had either got married at a young age or left.
So when my parents were going away on a holiday and i was not allowed to stay at home ( i was 18) i moved out of home and the religion
I haven't looked back since. I guess it just wasn't for me!