Onacruse and Mouthy said something very interesting in becca's thread and it got me thinking....
Did you intentionally do certain things, either to assert yourself, even though privately/secretly, or just because you strongly felt it was the right thing to do? Things that were not in keeping with the Organization's teachings? Things that if known, could get you in hot water in the congregation?
I only did little things, but they were intentional, to "get away with it", such as singing Christmas songs, buying birthday cards "for the art", specifically selecting paper towels with holiday prints, which if questioned, I would simply have said I hadn't noticed.
Many contrary thoughts went through my mind while listening to the annoying drivel at the meetings over and over, but I didn't have differing religious beliefs at the time, other than to disagree that Jehovah's Witnesses were necessarily the "honest hearted ones" as opposed to many nonwitnesses who were obviously far better people.