Amazing
How the Church failed me:
One of the priests in the Church was trying to have an affair with my sister in law while my brother was away on assignment. The Pastor ( a Monsignor) was not sure he believed in God, telling our family how he felt while he visited us, and the Priest I visited to discuss JW literature told me to through my Bible in the trash because only the book of St. John was worth reading. He then proceeded to tell me about his girlfriend and his plans to leave the Priesthood.
Seems rather obvious the RC was not just failing you; it was failing its priests as well. Celebacy is unnatural. And scriptually condemned, if that matters.
You also mention traditons, and somehow think quoting scriptures refering to the practice of 1st C Christoism as 'tradition' means that twenty centuries of people making stuff up and calling it tradition is somehow supported by this.
It is about the sacred which her ritual is designed to highlight.
Ah, well, you can say that about any religion or belief system emplying ritual. It must be true if you can say it for all of them.
It is about maintaining the word of mouth tradition that the Bible speaks of to compliment what is written.
This would conceivably be something of an argument if 'word of mouth tradition' was not in practice more like 'chinese whispers' with added deliberate disconuities. And 'compliment' would seem to be best understood as 'try to make something of a logical belief system out of a hash of sometimes contradictory scriptures selected to be termed par of the 'Bible'.
It is about not judging an entire people based on the actions of some who abused their authority and position.
Obviously a 'people' should not be judged by the action of corrupt leaders. The 'health' of an organisation CAN very much be determined by how it ensures it is run internally. The RC still has a way to go in this respect.
but you will not hear of a Catholic being booted or being refused communion for disagreeing with the Church.
Oh deary me...
Archbishop Emmanuel Milingo? Pope Benedict excommunicated Archbishop Emmanuel Milingo "latae sententiae" (i.e. he is classed as DA'ing himself by his actions as distinct from "ferendae sententiae", which is the DF'ing form of excommunication, a punishment. Procuring an abortion is also classed as "latae sententiae".) He did so because Milingo ordained married men...
And...
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/12627627/
... where four Chinese bishops get the can for breaking the RC's franchise on approving Bishops.
Just like a BoE would get canned if they appointed an Elder without Bethal approval (with the Elder so apointed also getting canned)!
It is about returning home to where I first learned of a loving Christ who cares more about healing and helping than about pushing a phamplet through a screen door.
A JC who hated those who made laws up. Can you think of a religious group that has made loads of 'laws' up over the years. Loving him is just fine, he seems like a nice guy, but an organised religious group that is still guilty of a vast elaboration of the requirements a believer should follow?
... because it is about me and Christ alone.
And this needs a vast support organsiation?
The prime teaching tool was the Apostle Creed. It was not written by the Apostles, but was taught by them and was used in baptismal questions from the late first century onward.
A belief, which is fine; some might see this belief as heresay. Others as heresy.
Amazing, I can understand how being treated nicely after a heart attack and having your medical bills pad for by the RC might predispose you favourably towards them, especially given your boyhood. We all know religious beliefs form very easily after such experiences. But you really seem to be actively kidding ourself about some aspects of RC.
The link with Jesus is mostly claim; the 'signal to noise' ratio of RC belief vs what Jesus probably said is very bad. They actively ignore very clear statements regarding forbiding of marriage being wrong. They claim inspiration to support beliefs not contained in he Bible (just like the Fetid and Disgusting Salve do). They actively support tenuously derived laws regarding contraception and abortion that result in great suffering. They ascribe to Pauline misogyny as distinct from 'more' egalitarian statements contained in the NT or beliefs one can reasonably support from how Jesus apparently treated women.
If this was an attempt to logically explain you actions and experiences (as I have read in the past), unlike those I am comparing this to, this is all about something which cannot be explained logically, no matter the reality of the experience for you.
I think you're aware of the difference though, but I am 'amazed' at the similarities between the frying pan and the fire you seem to miss, although I am sure you are now in a better place for you than before.