well it was the lies that were told while i was df...which i couldnt defend myself against and by the time i was reinstated everyone either believed them or didnt care that they weren't true and so would have nothing to do with me...it still hurts
but i refuse to stoop to that level
i genuinely believe in my case and in many others that the reason that i was df and not reinstated for so long was because i was the only one who told the truth
'someday the irony...will be the death of me'