Since I've been on JWD for a year, I thought I'd post about changes in my life. And can you believe it: despite turning my back on the org, I haven't turned into a drug-addicted, alcoholic, crack ho
In my first post, I still identified myself as a liberal JW. I no longer do that. I also go to the meetings MUCH less than a year ago, only when my daughter asks to go, about once every 2 months. I skipped my first DC this year and didn't miss it at all. I no longer read the WT or Awake or other pubs, except for Blondie's review. I stopped making excuses for the org when my daughter asks tough questions, but give her honest answers.
I've shed belief in many of the JW rules and some of the doctrines. I wished someone a happy birthday and threw out my blood card!! I no longer have all the answers and I'm OK with that.
I've expanded my view of spirituality and Christianity. I've been able to openly discuss spiritual journeys with people, without trying to preach to them. I really talk to God now, openly and without the guilt.
Most of all, I feel a weight has been lifted, and I know what a kindly yoke and light load is.
Thank you all for your help in the last year, for answering my many questions, especially in chat. I value your insight and 'virtual' friendship.
peace and love,
Serendipity
