they said we were always welcome to the hall
HA ha ha. By 'welcome' I guess they mean 'we will enjoy snubbing and shunning you for an unspecified time until we feel you have been tortured enough and then some'. Welcome.... good grief, I was completely invisible when I was at the meetings. They only like people getting reinstated because having people put themselves through that agonising flogging helps them believe that they have the truth. 'It makes no sense, but it must be true because people have such a terrible time out there in the world that they'd rather come here and be ignored'.
Stop needing their stupid propaganda.