Luvsdubs, I'll let you know if it's worth it. I just read something about a pill called claricet that is non prescriptions you might want to check it out.
Juni, it does run in my family. My mom and dad and both sister suffer from it and I just found out today that I have aunts on both sides who also suffer from it.
Shoot, had I not gone to the DR, i'm not sure how long I would have been around as I had thoughts of suicide. The only bad thing is while discussing this with my DR she said that sometimes the meds help people to commit suicide because when they are like me and affraid of death the meds make them not be so affraid. I guess that is why she wants me to keep in close contact with her until we get the right dose worked out.