Yes, I think that was the talk I am referring to. You are right when you say it tries to make you think you are there to take all kinds of abuse from everybody. I saw that early on. It really is not a recipe for good mental health. There also was an attitude of being suspicious of people now that I think of it.
But, as far as anybody infiltrating the cong. now, that is a joke. People want to get out.
Enduring Test within God's Organization, a fairly nutty talk