Which takes more faith? To blindly and robotically go to meetings and out in service, hypocritcally saying you believe when deep down you don't, sitting in judgment on non-believers, perhaps even feeling a touch of smugness because you have "the truth" and they don't,
to stop the hypocrisy, get off the runaway train and tell God your life is in his hands, start asking questions and then work to find the answers yourself rather than have someone read them to you from a lifeless magazine?
I started studying 9, a year before my parents and was a Witness for 18 years before I finally broke free. Frankly I'd rather be murdered by God than live with the arrogant, hypocritical and mean attitude of Jehovah's Witnesses.
BTW, why do you equate leaving Jehovah with leaving the organization? Isn't that a form of idolatry, putting the organization on the same level with God?