Me Ducket I fully understand that feeling.
It passed but every once in awhile it will sneak up on me.
I think part of it was having such a radically different past social experience than most around us. Well for me that seemed to be part of it. It made me feel separated from the world I was in.
We are a very small minority in society. Not many have ever experienced surviving the WT. Plus those that have often end up having serious problems like my two childhood girlfriends that are gone now. In fact all the JW kids I grew up with self destructed in one way or another. That also gives us a feeling of detachment. We are social creatures without a history.
Be assured this feeling too will pass. It makes us wiser, softer, more sympathetic to other's suffering. I am also blessed to have loving husband now, but sometimes I think he can only try to understand who this odd lady next to him is.
My feelings come not only from the WT but having been born with a genetic disease that I have to have regular medical treatments for. Talk about feeling like damaged goods!
I hope you feel better soon. Take good care of yourself while you having these feelings. The strongest people in the history of mankind are those that have emerged from adversity. I'm sure they felt some of the same things we have. Wishing you a great summer~Kate