I got jolted into a forgotten realization by Arthur's world events and time of the end thread.
My personal "truth" was and is - I never even really believed in it!!!
And, yet allowed myself to get brainwashed into following around like a robot and talking to other people like I did...unbelievable now that I think about it. But in the back of my mind (what little part was still working on its own) I was just thinking - yea sure. OK. Whatever.
Here is my question - wonder how many other witnesses are like this? I.E. - not really in expectation of the new system in their lifetimes, but just saying the words as if they did to please everybody else - maybe this is starting to be a problem for Brooklyn. Just maybe this could be the reason for all the whipping up of faithful to the end, wait on Jehovah, don't doubt, etc...