I have to admit, my biggest fear right now is losing family..hurting them, especially my wife. I think I would try to stay in the religion just to support her if that is what would make her happy. We will see.
You know Mauvie,
You are a real treasure of a husband! Your wife is very fortunate to have such unconditional love and support. Hang in there. Were here for you both!!
Sincerely,
Lady Liberty