Now I am having nightmares with sharp words...to beat down those controling elders.
Its all because of the Memorial. I just don't want to go.
So I told my wife this morning how it is....and its not worth it for me to have nightmares fighting with the elders and planning an attack on them. That is one night I don't want to make a scene. My plan is to tell one of them how "corrupt" he is and his influence on the rest of the other elders.
Do I need this kind of anxiety at this time?
So she gave me an option........that she would go with me to the other hall meeting earlier. We are to go to the late one 9pm.
What should I do? .... I did'nt think she would be so accommodating.......all I want is peace in my home.