I felt I would. I grew up in an abusive home. I guess it could have gone two ways, I could have thought that God confirmed my parents opinion of me or that he did not support their thinking because it did not agree with my understanding of the scriptures. That is partly why I stayed with the organization as long as I did because there was less abuse than at home and that I believed that God did not support the abuse of my parents and later the abuse at the KH. Now I know that God has nothing to do with what happens in the WTS.