Like many here the addiction to this forum has been like cocaine for me. Laughs, smiles, sharing feelings and fears, has been stimulating to me on a nearly daily basis. I couldn't miss my daily fix.
Then suddenly, maybe two weeks back it happened. My dependence got intermittent, some days I needed a giant fix, other days I could care less if I even logged on. Now the apathy days are beginning to outnumber the days when I need to visit here.
What is happening here? Could it be I am beginning to heal from the Jw experience? Am I like a junkie that has quit cold turkey? Will I find myself soon with a bigger habit than before? In some ways I hope so, for I love the community here and those I have come to know. But I am starting to feel whole again. And in large part I owe that to you guys and gals here. For that I thank you.
What will my addiction be like in a week or a month? Who knows. But I think it is all good. I won't quit coming here - this is not that kind of thread - at least not yet. But it is kind of like that sprained ankle that you had - all of a sudden you realize that it quit hurting and you don't need to lean on the crutch as much as before.
Healing is great feeling.