Just like the subject says....
I'm trying to sneak away quietly from the WTBS so maybe I can keep my family and friends, though I know Im only dreaming really. I gave up acting a few months ago and quit going to the meetings, because I just couldnt sit through anymore. I figured faking it for the rest of my life was a price I was willing to pay for my family (who I have always had a good relationship with) not hating me, but I just couldnt pull it off. The last meeting I attended I was actually the watchtower reader and came damn close to saying "make believe God" while I was reading. When I read the mag before the meeting, I was feeling extra sarcastic and was using some artistic license as I was pre-reading. Its kind of funny now, but it would have been pretty horrifying at the time.
At any rate, tonight I went out for a bite to eat with two fairly recently baptised people and stuck my foot in my mouth royale..
As we were walking back to the truck, the subject of new years came up and whether jws celebrate it or not. After I could no longer listen to anymore bullshit under the guise of the bible, I went on a 15 minute rant and did everything short of saying that apostacy was for me. One of the more colorful aspects to my personality is I just cant seem to keep my mouth shut when I hear BS being piled high and deep.
So much for sneaking away. Damn Im stupid.