I'm confused are you a male or female?
FULL OF DREAMS BUT NOWHERE TO GO
Girl let me tell you! I had thought you were a male this whole time. Then when you said that you had a boyfriend that keeps calling you drunk...I got to thinking "the plot thickens". I was thinking "Billy Jo McCalister jumped off the Tallahassee Bridge." stuff. Oh never mind! Edited: I had to fix something.
Oh ok MsMcducket. LOL.
Ouch! just finished the first semester, you got a ways to go still. Can you get student loans and move out or anything? I've known a lot of people who work and go to college at the same time(I did), ask around and see how other people near you do it, otherwise it looks like its going to be hell for you for a long time. Don't fear the "I told you so", instead, fear being caught in a rut.
Don't fear the "I told you so", instead, fear being caught in a rut.
Yep I agree with that 100%
Also, take yourself out of the TMS. Just tell them that you're really stressed out and that you get frequent panic attacks.
Don't wait until you are "financially secure." If you can stomach it, find a small place like a studio or a room even to rent and then take out student loans to pay for tuition. This day and age noone is ever really "secure" financially, you just gotta do what you gotta do. Don't be afraid of anything.