by bagpuss 31 Replies latest jw friends
If you could sum up your time in the borg with just one word, what would it be and why?
For me it would be guilt.
Guilt about not doing enough ministry, not enough study,doing too much secular work, the list seems endless.On the odd occasions I felt I'd done quite well you can bet we'd have a talk saying more,more more!
What about you, What would your word be?
Control.
bullsh*t
I also feel guilt for the same reasons you explained bagpuss.
Painful . . . because it was a time full of pain.
Repression
Of natural thought, tendencies, emotion and true self.
empty
Disorientation.
Treadmill
take the study/ prepare for next meeting/ attend elders meeting/see Bro So and So about something terribly important/ prepare next talk/must go out on the service/ought to go and sister elderly but can't fit it in/prepare for the study...................
I'll have to go with "guilt" also.
bittersweet
