Saturday night, one of my closest cousins had been shot in a domestic violent crime. Visiting a friend at her home, she had been shot 6 times by the soon to be ex husband. My cousin, was mistaken for being his wife. As of now she is in stable condition after surgery. Although, she still has 2 remaining bullets in her leg, as to why they remain there? I do not know. I am getting info from a 3rd party, because of the recent attacks by my mother.
As my mother and I were talking yesterday, she had mention on how faithful my cousin was by saying No to Blood. I ignored that statement because I was more concerned for her welfare. Moments passed and my mother bluntly said, "I should be going back to the meetings for the sake of my children." Now being caught off guard and in a total emotional state, I had just plainly said "If T**** dies, say that to me again." It got very quiet and she didn't say much.
I used to be very close to certain cousins in my family, she happen to be one of them. As I have faded, I have been distant( not by choice). It is very hard for me because I have no one. Everything that I once knew, even though how unfairly treated and judgemental I was raised they were all I had. Now they're gone. I hate them and I love them.
I am just so tired of this. I just wish it all would stop.