Growingup
JoinedTopics Started by Growingup
-
12
I feel less and less like an ex-jw every day.
by Growingup ini've had so much anger and depression over the last 6 years.
when i left the b0rg i replaced people i hardly knew with my family... i had so many psychological problems then and when those relationships failed i turned to drugs, self harm through burning and cutting and even was hospitalized a few times because i tried to kill myself.
i was in and out of toxic relationships with people who i thought i needed to complete me as a person.. about two years ago i hit another 'rock bottom' in my life and was drinking and using cocaine and was completly cycling in another jw's guilt pity party.
-
2
Audio Dramas
by Growingup inhas anyone ever listened to the audio dramas that the wts put out?
when i was younger than i am now i used to listen to them... my parents didn't let me listen to much in the way of music however i did have these audio dramas based on 'bible stories' because they were 'worthy'.
anyhow, today for some reason i heard something that reminded me about these dramas on cassette tape, and wanted to see if i could find these recordings online and i gleefuly found these recordings on the watchtower's website.. i downloaded the latest one made, and it's in fact the last one i remember.