it's a weird feeling. all of my instant messenger buddies are all my old witness friends. none of them have blocked me or deleted me from their contact lists since i DA'd myself. every time i go online, there they all are. online, and probably chatting with each other. i have not attempted any chats with any of them, and they have not tried with me either.
but it's weird, as i am sure you all can appreciate, because it's like being in the same room with all of them. they're all talking among themselves, but all completely ignoring me.
don't get me wrong. i knew it was going to be like this before i DA'd myself, so i'm not complaining. i'm just finding it really weird. almost funny. but more like tragically funny.
my "best friend" of 15 years is online right now. we haven't spoken since early april when he called me to say "good bye".
i don't want to block any of these fellow human beings, but i am surprised they have not yet. i wonder what jesus would do in their situation? i wonder what jesus' online name would be? i wonder if holy spirit and TCP/IP protocol are interfacable? LOL
really though, it's weird. sometimes, when i am feeling goofy, i feel like bugging them. i don't really care if they block me. but then i am held in check, thanks to gumby, who would probably consider me an irritating bastard for bugging them. lol. i am afraid that one of these days i might just try out a goofy irritating bastard approach on my IM buddies. any suggestions of any type?
TS