Ex-jws had nothing to do with myself waking up, as I was born into this religion, it become obvious that I wasn't getting "The Truth" . Vocal apostates were kind reconfirming that there were really evil opposing agents out to attack God's one and true religion, exactly to what I was taught.
When 1975 came and passed, this again sort of reconfirmed something was not right in Denmark.
This was pre-internet so I was on my own to investigate the inaccuracies and troubles.
What I found out was that many of the WTS' doctrines were falsified as a deliberate means to attract attention to the literature the WTS published and the adjoining talks were also designed to support those specifically designed doctrines.
What the leaders of the WTS were striving for were avowed sales representatives for their publishing organization. Indoctrinated them with specifically designed doctrines and shape them by appearance, talk and teachings so that they would self volunteer themselves distributing the literature to the general public.
God found its voice to all humanity and that was and became the Watchtower Publishing house.