Yup, a list
How could any appointments be taking place by holy spirit when I knew people doing some sinful stuff and being appointed? Even had a friend say he was going to play the game and be a kiss-ass and suck-up and get appointed just to prove what a crock of sh*t appointments were. He did it. I was a pioneer for 5 years though I barely studied, prayed, and never made my time. But I smiled at all the meetings and was really good at making up on-the-spot answers for the meetings.
The dreaded thought of marrying one of those surface-thinking idiots! The better a JW they were, the weirder they were. UGH!
The idea of paradise they paint sounds hella boring. In one of the recent videos they show a brief urban scene, a crowded sidewalk, tall buildings, and then the scene goes grey and blurry and the narrator says something like, "..and man has created cities that distract them and block their view from God's beautiful creation." WTF? No cities! I love cities!
Trivial things but enough that I couldn't see a happy future for myself being a JW. Even I was going to die the next day in Armaggedon, I wanted that day to be all mine! ^_^ For a little over a year, everyday since has indeed been my own.