I havent been to a meeting now for about 6 months and just at the thought of going to one starts stressing me out. The last time
i went to a meeting i got so stressed just from getting ready, that by the time I got there i was a mess, and only lasted for the
first half. As soon as i left, i felt so much better. I have decided to go to the Memorial, so as not to
raise any red flags with the elders - and even though its a month away, i'm already feeling totaly stressed about it. ( i think i will have to drink a lot of red wine before i go!! )
Going to the meetings is definately bad for my physical and mental health..... I have never felt so happy about my life, since i stopped going.