To me it is so very sad. I believed so much that I would not die and I married an older man thinking I will have life forever so what. Now I face the fact that I will live alone with no family and no friends. It is sad.
I so clearly remember one brother who gave a talk and said that this is not the real life we need to not even enjoy this life and only think of what the new world holds then we can enjoy life. Just try to get throught each day and not enjoy it. What a waste of what God gave us but I bought into it. I thought that was true. I did not enjoy life because I was not supposed to. I felt guilty when I did. What Lie all of this is and how said.