Isw1961:
There are certain things I do not agree with, but I still accept them (though I do not approve them). I wait on Jehovah. When you are with a group, you have to accept certain things which you do not approve just you do with your life-partner.
Like causing thousands of unnecessary deaths due to their screwed up ever changing blood issue?
Like wasting millions of potentially productive lives dues to their stupid and ignorant views on education?
Like 130 years of totally false and insane prophetic garbage and lies?
Like breaking up and destroying who knows how many families with their cold and unloving disfellowshipping policy?
Like concealing from the authorities thousands and thousands of horrific cases of child sexual abuse within their ranks over decades?
Are you mental?
Trying to compare any of this to being with a life partner who's views you 'do not approve of' is beyond insane.
Claiming to wait on God has not synonymous with being involved with and asserting ridiculous loyalty to an entirely corrupt man made self-titled organisation that cannot possibly have anything to do with what Jesus apparently believed and taught.
Get help.