I am from a family of seven where 6 were JWs up until 2002. Up until September 11th, I was unsatisfied with the JW life but was going through the motions; I didn't agree or believe many of the things JWs teach, but I still tought that the fundamentals of the religion was right. After 9/11, however, I started observing things on my congregation that led me to research more about the past of my religion. Also I got the courage to order the book COC by Ray Franz. The book confirmed a lot of things that before I only suspected but couldn't explain. Since then, but especially in the first year, I came to know my former religion much better than in the 22 years I was in it.