Thanks for the welcomes, also sorry for the quick intro, I had just received my email saying I can now post on this site so I just wrote a quick one while at work.
A little more about me, as my name states I'm extremely patient and think my steps through before I do anything. But in the situation I am in now it is impossible to fade. And since the local congregation/elder body think of me very highly I see no reason to use this situation to help people wake up. I have slowly been helping some develop critical thinking skills so I can move to the more difficult things in time. I have been awake for four years slowly been helping some develop critical thinking skills so I can move to the harder stuff. I also have a relative that is an elder, and am trying to wake him up, and if it works that would help a lot.
I also want to thank all who contribute on here because it has help me wake at least 2 people up