Can you guys believe that I’m reading this 17 years later and going through the exact same thing. And the thing that hurts the most is still, if I may quote @roybatty that I don’t even know what scares me most - that I’ll miss my mum until the day I die or that one day I won’t miss her at all.
As much as I try not to think of her, some time I catch a glimpse of myself in a mirror and realise how much we look alike or I realise I am using one of her phrases that I have not heard in years and it all comes crushing down in an instant..