The Goddess allows you to believe this.
Gee I am so special huh? I met a girl that told me, this is really not my true form I actually have wings, you see I am a fairy. I am thinking, oookkkayeeee so why is it I do not see your wings? lol. This girl smoked pot and it would change her personality so perhaps she saw her wings when she was high. Is this the case with you, so do you snort pain killers to get a feeling that you are a goddess?
Estephan