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  Out of Body Experiences

  by amama2six in

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  i know there's been some talk of paranormal...but i wanted to be more specific with my post.

  i am going to admit to something i have only recently come to realize about my time being raised as a jw.

  blame it on selective memory (or lack of much memory at all).

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  amama2six

  Well if it was then I had a very good imagination...as I can tell you what the KH I went to looks like from the ceiling. Also, we would sit toward the back and I could tell you what was going on at the front of the hall...out of my physical sight if I hadn't left my body.

  I also watched myself being raped from the third person perspective by my pedophile foster father using this method...so if it was "childhood imagination" I'm glad I had such a good one because it spared me the added horror of being in my own body for the abuse!
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  Please Watch this Video, and Tell Me if I'm Over-Reacting

  by jamiebowers in

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  this just really shook me up.

  i would love to see tons of comments about how this little girl very well may be df'd someday.

  pay attention at the 53rd second,.

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  amama2six

  Three things disturbed me about the video...

  1. The dad's voice and way he talks to this little girl creeps me out. I don't know why, it just sent shivers up my spine in a bad way.

  2. So sad that this sweet little girl already knows the word "disfellowship" and that it means she can't talk to her uncle. Brainwashing at it's finest...brings back lots of memories for me!

  3. The end was interesting...a little hard to understand her but sounded something like "uncle < something > monkey see, monkey do < something > sister(?) Monkey get in trouble too!" Yes, I can see this one being DFed someday...and then she will know what DFing REALLY means. We'll probably have her on here, all EFFED UP. It's sickening.
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  Serena Williams...Comments on Obama for President

  by amama2six in

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  http://www.slate.com/id/2194321/.

  i wonder if this got her a trip to the "back room" with the elders...or if her monetary donations allow her to be a little more free with her speech than the average jw.

  notice how venus refused to comment at all!.

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  amama2six

  http://www.slate.com/id/2194321/

  I wonder if this got her a trip to the "back room" with the Elders...or if her monetary donations allow her to be a little more free with her speech than the average JW. Notice how Venus refused to comment at all!
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  Hi

  by Yikes in

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  new member here......yikes is my name... is there a "introduce yourself" thread area?

  this site seems overly complicated..... .

  btw...ex-jehovah.....thank effing god......

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  amama2six

  Yes I remember that conversation...which is why I said I hoped you'd made some progress since then. Last I recall she was trying to open up a bit but I guess that didn't pan out. Sorry to hear...

  It's amazing that after YEARS of doing nothing BUT studying they still pressure ex-JWs to do just that. As if we're going to read something we didn't before and have some miraculous revelation that changes our minds about everything.

  I'd love to hear more of your stories on here! I always enjoy a good read and you've yet to disappoint me.
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  Out of Body Experiences

  by amama2six in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i know there's been some talk of paranormal...but i wanted to be more specific with my post.

  i am going to admit to something i have only recently come to realize about my time being raised as a jw.

  blame it on selective memory (or lack of much memory at all).

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  amama2six

  How interesting! I didn't realize what I was doing when I did it, either, it seemed completely natural to me at the time. I remember being jolted back to my body on a few occasions, though, when my stepmother apparently noticed I was in my seat "spacing out" and shook my arm. It's that "falling out of bed" feeling a lot of people get when first falling asleep...in some recent reading I've done about OOB experiences they say that feeling is actually a person beginning the OOB process but getting scared before it is complete and jumping back into their body. I never tried to talk to anyone while out of it, though.
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  Contempt before investigation

  by JK666 in

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  wow,.

  i have read though maddie's thread the last day or so, and have really been repulsed by some of the comments that she received.

  some just responded bs; how eloquent!?.

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  amama2six

  Well I guess I should have been more specific...as long as it DOESN'T HURT ANYONE ELSE what does it matter where you get your peace?
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  Out of Body Experiences

  by amama2six in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i know there's been some talk of paranormal...but i wanted to be more specific with my post.

  i am going to admit to something i have only recently come to realize about my time being raised as a jw.

  blame it on selective memory (or lack of much memory at all).

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  amama2six

  You and me both, sweetstuff, you and me BOTH!
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  Out of Body Experiences

  by amama2six in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i know there's been some talk of paranormal...but i wanted to be more specific with my post.

  i am going to admit to something i have only recently come to realize about my time being raised as a jw.

  blame it on selective memory (or lack of much memory at all).

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  amama2six

  Yikes...no, that's not my real picture. I'm really a middle-aged man covered in lots of body hair.

  FB...when you are ready you will...I have only just begun talking about this experience within the last year or so. That's after 12 years out of the organization and even more years since I was actually able to do it. Some things just take time...I'm glad I was able to at least show you that you are not the only one.
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  Hi

  by Yikes in

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  new member here......yikes is my name... is there a "introduce yourself" thread area?

  this site seems overly complicated..... .

  btw...ex-jehovah.....thank effing god......

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  amama2six

  I can't see anyone talking you into anything at this point...at least nothing that you didn't already want to do. LOL

  I remember some of our conversation about your wife, but that was awhile ago and I was hoping you'd made some progress with her since then.

  My parents are inactive and I still have JW-style issues with them...I can't imagine what it would be like if they were still fully IN!
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  Hi

  by Yikes in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  new member here......yikes is my name... is there a "introduce yourself" thread area?

  this site seems overly complicated..... .

  btw...ex-jehovah.....thank effing god......

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  amama2six

  I thought I recognized your story...glad you finally posted here!

  So how long have you been out again? I'm sure you probably already told me but my memory fails me. Also, I had been hoping things with your wife would have gotten better by now. Sounds worse, though, that sucks. She's not still a JW, is she?