Something else I have wondered about is why is it that we can see so clearly what the Watchtower Society really is all about while the die hard witnesses think that the governing body is the direct mouth piece of God?
When I was active, I never searched for info from outside the society, and there were a lot of things about it's past I didn't know about. For instance, the only years I had heard of when it came to 'prophecy' of Armageddon, were 1914 and 1975, and 1975 was not the WTS's fault...
Russel and pyramidology? Yeah, right - never heard of it, and if I had, I wouldn't have believed it. 607 only being taught by JWs? Well - I knew about that one more or less, but when you believe all the other 'evidence' (yeah, right) proves that the WTS is right, you tend to believe them in this as well.
I could go on and on. Most of what I've read here, I never knew about. Just a couple of months before I came here, I would feel guilty or a little bit afraid of simply doing a Google search for Jehovah's Witnesses, because of what I might find. If I did find some 'apostate' material or websites, I would quickly "run away", as I "knew" they were lies (since the WTS were right).
It's a total brainwash. Actually - it was a gag while I was still in: "Yes, we know we're brainwashed, but it's better to have a clean brain than a filthy one." Ha ha...
If people asked me 'why don't you think for yourself?' I wouldn't really understand the question, because as I saw it, I was thinking for myself. It's just that all the thinking was with the wrong premise. Like if a mathematician was brainwashed into thinking 2+2=5, he could be a brilliant mind, but his calculations would be wrong (a bad analogy really, but it gets the point across). "Shit in - shit out" as the saying goes.