wildhare
JoinedHere is a little about me. Just the things i am comfortable saying for now. I was raised in umm ..."The Religion"..thats what i will call it now. Taught that I should find someone and become his.....shadow.... do his bidding.....lots of phrases fit the teaching. I watched my mother and learned well how to do that. I was the perfect JW wife. But I wasnt happy which in turn made him unhappy and it ended after about 10 years. Life is not good when you are not happy. It has taken me about 3 years to learn what i should have learned when i was young. Live life and be happy in every choice. I do that now or try to. At times the old teaching trys to creep in and those are the times I lock myself in my room and hide. I am now a working mom. I work more then 40 hours a week as a telecom manager and am in my 2nd almost 3rd year of pharmacy. One day i wont have to work so hard. I swear the first time i dont have to go to work then school till 10pm will seem like heaven. I have accomplished alot of things on my own now that i never thought i could. My only wish is that i had gotten out there sooner. I live each day for that day now. I dont plan much of anything outside of work. Which i spend every min of each day doing unless the girls feel left out. Even then I usually take them to work with me and work with them by my side. Cheating I know but I cant help it. I replaced the husband with work and i just take it as it comes. It seems to be alot easier that way.