a simple love song
a simple love gone wrong
a simple way to cope
with six years of lovestrong
then gone
i speak of colorado 5591
where there's a paxil-plated morning sun
a hug every now and then from everyone
colorado 5591
but would you take it away, boys?
take it away
would you take this pain away?
take it away
would you take it away, boys?
take it away
and through this mad parade i walked alone
and tried to find music to my own song
but the music too loud or the crowd too strong
i kept to myself, i kept alone
and many friends that i have lost
and many friends that i've found
we all wanna stay on common ground
we've got to find this common ground
colorado5591
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My husband is rather interested in talking with you about all your new conclusions Matt. Rarely does he get fired up over something besides food, me, or computers and nerd stuff. Strike while the iron is hot, ya? Ima go beat some children till they fall asleep, maybe I will have the strength to walk to my bed.
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It was some kind of assorted furry woodland creature....a porcucoonrabbjaguar.......?
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heck yes you are! You picked me up from Reno's...the date was January 31, 1998 and it was oddly warm enough to swim that day. I remember and treasure dearly all my memories like when you took me to see that movie FX 2 and that other one that Arnold Swartzneggagubenator was probably in. FX 2 was better cause of the freaky clown thingie or something like that. I cant see or hear of Melba Toast without thinking of you..so..there! MEH!!!
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Crap indeed! I am deathly afraid of june bugs to this day! They are icky and smell like poo....
What do you mean about watching out for the monkeys. I got all my monkeys in check! Steady spankin those monkeys!
I want to get curious george for my next tatoo (my other one is getting lonely) So it will be curious george all passed out next to the bottle of Ether with lil x's on his eyes. -
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that one guy ip_sec aka matt, is my oldest brother, 7 years my senior. I got the "fornication boot" from the org back in 98 and he and I sorta lost touch over the years.
Long story long, I was rather terrorized as a child by him. Bugs in the hair,making me cry and laughing at me for it, annoying songs and phrases, telling me my hands and feet were webbed when I was born and that you automatically win at poker if you fold, and lets not forget the random slaps upside the head.
But, he also introduced me to AC/DC and Van Halen, taught me how to shoot a gun, spelunk in indian caves, break and ride horses, milk cows, throw a lasso, and all sorts of things. I think he might have stuck up for me once or twice but I'll have to get back to you on that one.
Mostly its just great to have him back in my life. I have only 2 pictures of all 3 of my brothers and myself together at the same place since we were wee lads. Graduation and a funeral! For so long I have looked at those photos and been sad that we all became so distant because we thought we were doing what was right in God's eyes....but how can something like that be right in ANYONE'S eyes? -
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What speaks to you?
by IP_SEC intool is my favorite band right now.
i really connect with their music and lyrics.
ok i like fluffy stuff sometimes, heck better than ezra is one of my favorite bands.
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Well posted prnicess of monkeys!
I am not really at a dark time in my life currently but I am obsessed with a very intense man who has a happy lil ditty that goes a likah disah
I black out in the room again,
Busted lip and broken skin
I wake up in the bathroom,
I dare not bother asking
Why the mirror's cracked
And all I see
Are shards of glass inside of me
A voice is there to dare me
My father's here to scare me
And my mother sits beyond the door,
She's curled up, crying on the floor
"Look at what our son's done,
The weight of all the world's gone wrong."
Liars leave a guilty trail
And Let me tell you I've been lying for fucking years
That must be why I'm sitting
In this space,
Disregarding I've created these monsters
On both my sides,
And I wipe the blood from both their eyes,
From all four of their eyes
And while I wait for wounds to heal,
I see you by the window sill
Your heart tore out,
A plastic spoon
That honesty lit up the room
And I took the pillowcase to clean
The mess I'd made of someone's dream
Now you see what I have done,
When the weight of all the world's gone wrong -
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Holy crap! It was right after you left home, and all that was left was Quhui Dog. you were busy getting busy with your wife. Jeebus! I never did crack or meth specifically so no offense taken.
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yes that is my real face. How come our brothers cant be as fabulous looking as you and I? We got fat in our old age....sigh
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My story? well, the first 13 years prolly same as Matt's. I found drugs, became a junkie burnout by 15 y.o. Moved to California with my otha brutha, got clean, was in an awesome congregation, the way a congregation should be without all the untrusting watchful critical eyes. I got dunked when I was 17, moved back to my old congregation and allowed myself to go all to hell. Got disfellowed for fornication. bla bla bla.....7 years later here I am, trying to figure this all out still. Thankfully I am stil 10 years clean