. the mere fact that you have to try so hard to proove it to yourself that it is not the truth is because in your heart and mind you have no doubt that it is. what a contant struggle you must have gill. sounds like the apostle Paul when he said in Romans 7:22, 23; "I really delight in the law of God according to the man I am within, but I behold in my members another Law warring against the law of my mind and leading me captive to sins law that is in my members.
Stecka,
Your analogy is laughable! Paul is telling us what the state of man is! You cant change this, EVER!
This is a major problem for the Witness. You will never know when your done working for your salvation. Carry this thought, to the end.
Even in your "paradise" the day after Armageddon you will have death. You could "slip-up" and be zapped to death, and sinners that are ressurected into your "paradise" will be killed or zapped after non-compliance. (this will be more deaths then Armageddon will have)
Then after the 1,000 years, its still not the end for deaths reign, you better be on your best, best, best behavior, because Satan comes back and seduces more witnesses to "slip-up" and zapped and killed.
So you have a lot work ahead of you, not only making a paradise for yourself and all the sinners from world history past, you will still be at risk, in the paradise you help build.
SAD!
so gill you realydelight in doing gods will towards your mother but fight to do sins law according to your flesh in order to show to yourself that the truth is a lie.
You need a Bible study.