Thats okay, sometimes just being alone can be a source of comfort. Take walks, read, sit outside in the fresh air and relax, it is important as you fade that you are comfortable being alone at times.........................in the witness world you are made to think if you are not on the go all the time or have every social engagement to go to you are a loser.....................but that is not true, I always say: You have your best friend with you at all times---------------THATS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!