Hi Troubled:
I've served Jehovah for close to 50 years now...almost 40 years "IN" (raised as a child in the JW religion) and slightly over 10 years "OUT"... with close to 17 years as an "anointed" son. And, I have learned the entire distance. Actually I've found that Jehovah has provided the "answers" and more. The problem is, sometimes, we "can't handle the truth." The Real Truth. When someone gives us the truth, we refuse it. Why should Jehovah and Jesus continue to "teach" us, if we continually reject them?
Someone said above,
...Slowly the realization came to me that I had based my faith on having 'knowledge' of God and his purpose. The 'knowledge' that I had was, of course, no real knowledge at all but was, instead, a rather complicated belief system designed by men. I know now that God is not about knowing him for no one can every truly know God.
The author of these words actually spoke correctly ... that we should "base our faith upon the KNOWLEDGE OF GOD AND HIS PURPOSES." Thus, the original premise was correct.
But, shouldn't we make every attempt to "know Jehovah"? Isn't this what Jehovah wants from us? Doesn't He take "delight" in such things? -- Jeremiah 9:23, 24; 31:34; Hebrews 8:11
Doesn't Proverbs 2:1-5 say:
"My son, if you will receive my saying and treasure up my own commandments with yourself, so as to pay attention to wisdom with your ear that you may incline your heart to discernment; if, moreover, you call out for understanding itself and you give forth your voice for discernment itself, if you keep seeking for it as for silver, and as for hid treasure you keep searching for it, IN THAT CASE YOU WILL UNDERSTAND THE FEAR OF JEHOVAH AND YOU WILL FIND THE VERY KNOWLEDGE OF GOD."
Realistically, this above statement, God's Word, is either true, or it is false. It is either the inspired Word of God, or it is not. It will come true for us, or it will not. The question is, have we done our part, first, searched for it as "hidden treasure" and "silver"? Have we put the Bible under a microscope...to really, really see if it is true? And did we "keep on searching for it" or did we, "Keep on seeking, keep on knocking...", as Jesus said we should. -- Matt. 7:7
I think if we would do this, we would find the Bible to be true, as I have found it to be so, in my case.
MDS