Since then, my brother has come over again and we visted him at his place of work. I am thinking that things are definitely good with him.
Mike and I are still going to the assembly, we are just going to do for 1 day, one morning to see my mom, dad and brother give their talks (and brother in law).
I am a little nervous but less so. I also took out my monroe peircing (an end of a phase) because it was causing a problem with my canine tooth and I am too obsessive about my teeth to handle that...anyway that will help me not stick out so much because now I just have a tiny tiny nose ring. (and tounge and belly but those do not show). My parents can interpret that whatever way they want...
Am is wrong of me to do this? I mean I do not want to "lead them on" and I am not saying any definitive answers. I stand my ground about the marriage issue.
I am a little conflicted.