Fihserman,
My mentality is a result of wts indoctrination. I stiil feel this way. I am not sure about the religious part of it. I am not sure.
Get sure. Your life may depend on it any moment. Research. Trace some other posts by Marvin regarding 'blood' and read them carefully. JanH wrote an excellent piece on this board regarding this issue a number of years ago. Well worth trawling the archives.
As you seem to have a bent for trawling the archives, it should not be a major issue for you to find these posts.
HS