I awoken today and realised immidiately I'm 44 today... and after 3 years of being out, decided to acknowledge my birthday...
I'm off out to treat myself to a big hearty breakfast with cup of tea in the local Weatherspoon's by the massive pond full of weird bird-life, later today I'm giving myself a gift of a 90 minute relaxation session in a float tank down by Canary Wharf in London...
only really have 2 close friends (it's a slow process trusting people agian) and They probably won't be able to see me today, but I'm sure I'll have a belated surprise from them both...
The first thing I did when I remembered was to rush to the computer, connect to the web and put on Stevie Wonder's 'Happy Birthday', as I listen to it, tears stream down my face... all those years of my life stolen ' but..... I'M FREE....'