got children have you remmember there under your control till there 30 do you realy beleive it going that far.
Well, yes. I do.
For thousands of years people have asserted, just as you do now, that the end is imminent. They have ranted and raved just as you are now, and cited countless sources as proof. What do they all have in common? They have all been wrong. By the very book from which you claim to find your truth you are commanded to ignore the words of a source that dares to prophesy in the name of the Lord but whose prophesies do not come to pass (see Deuteronomy 18:22). You embrace the teachings of a false prophet, and by your own standards cannot be trusted.
If a sense of urgency gives you purpose and comfort in your life, I am pleased for you. You will be happy in your belief that there is gigantic prize for your dilligence right around the corner, and it will give you a goal to strive for. You seem secure in your 'knowledge' about what is to come. I say with equal strength of belief that I do not presume to know what the fate of mankind will be. I will live my life and raise my children with the conviction that what I do now, this day, this hour is my work. If I am to be judged, it will be on the merits of my life, and not by the yardstick held by the Watchtower.