The CLAM should give you directions for this. If it doesn't, the Min School Instruction insert should (this used to always come with the Sept Kingdom Ministry -- now CLAM).
Most of us here have discovered that much of what the WT and JWs teach is not true and thus most of us do not identify as JWs any longer, though there are some members here who are still Elders and MS, they just also realize that it's all a lie, but for one reason or another they have not been able to get out of the Organization yet.
You might look the website: jwfacts.org. Good luck! Doc