Thank you, just fine, for letting us know that you are . . . just fine!
What you wrote so clearly and beautifully brings me back years ago to what an anointed sister told me. She was very humble and wise, and we were close friends. When she went out in service, her aim was to be friendly, kind, and helpful. She told me it wasn't her goal to convince anyone of anything.
Additionally, a former elder and JW told me upon my exit what you wrote: I don't have to have all the answers, I don't have to be certain of anything.