I am bored.
I must not be accustomed to having a normal life or something. I have too much time, and nothing to do with it. It's been 7 weeks and 3 days since I sent my letter of disassociation. I spoke to an elder that same evening regarding my position. That was the last argument I had with them, and now I'm bored as hell. I can still get some enjoyment by saying hello to a JW when I see them out in public. I enjoy the sour expressions on their faces when they see me. But I'm sure even that will get a little stale after a while. Other than my marital problems and my sick mother, there's little upheaval in my life, and I'm not used to it. Things are slow at work, so I spend most of my time there, and at home, surfing the internet. I must have seen every web site on the internet at least three times. There's nothing on TV that's worth watching, even though I have satellite TV. It seems like half the channels have the same programming as the other half. On a positive note, I am able to go out for a beer with friends now and then. But overall, I AM GOING NUTS!!!
I think I'll join a fitness club tomorrow. And become an activist.
Thanks for indulging my rant.