Iliana says "I can do what every normal person can."
Sorry dear, but no you cannot. You can't watch new movies that contain violence or swearing. You can't visit relatives who used to be of the same religion as you. You can't get drunk with your girlfriends. In fact you can't make friends who aren't in your religion. You cannot celebrate your birthday. Or buy a Christmas gift for your friends. Or go to a friend's child's christening in a church. Etc, etc.
In short, Iliana, there is very little that you can do that a normal person can do without a second thought. Which might be funny except it is very very sad for you.